1st Birthday Party Planning Part 1

So here are some of the pictures I was talking about in my previous post. This is really fun planning his party but its very time consuming and costly,but anything for my little turtle.

                                      This is what he will eat cake in, a cupcake on the butt that says Today I eat Cake

                                          The Big Ribbon Wreath Sam and I made

                                       Smaller Version

               Now the presents from Zach and I we also got him a Power Wheels 4 Wheeler(not pictured)

I hope yall have a great Hump Day Part 2 should be on the way....

Busy,Busy,Busy Party Planning Mode

Hudson is going to be 1 in 18 Days (oh yes the countdown has begun). So we have so much going on in August First and for most the 14th is Hudsons Birthday and Birthday Party we having been in party planning mood its not even funny. Then on the 15th we are having his 1 year old pictures done by Shannon Payne she does really great work and has shot his pictures before. Then on Aug 21-29 We are going on vacation it is much need and is going to be alot of fun. Zach,Me,Hudson,Auntie Sam and my Dad is going with us I cant wait.

Back to party planning mode. Last night we made his wreath its a ribbon wreath and turened out really cute, as well as a picture frame for him. Tonight we are going to wrap his birthday presents Im really pleased at how everything is turning out. We also got Pales to put the party favors in for all the kids. I could have not done it without Sam. Zach just sits back and watches and laughs and says I cant beleave you all are doing all this for him hes not going to remember but we will have pictures for him to see when he gets older. I ordered his Birthday Bib and his cakesmashing outfit from ETSY and it came last night so I'll post pictures of that tonight to it turned out really cute as well.

The invites have been sent out, going to order the cake today and then go and get tables for everyone to eat dinner at (Were feeding everyone cause the party is at 5) then order balloons and table cloths and get food and drinks and i think we might be set. Like I said I will post  pictures of everything tonight I hope yall have a wonderful day.

~Changes~

The past few weeks I've been thinking that I want to change the way I live my life. I don't like the person I have become. Im very Bitter and have that Just Don't Care Attitude. I have a very negative outcome on everything including people and in life general. It had gotten even worse after the girls had passed away. I blamed God, I didn't understand why And I just gave up. I am now seeing a different light. I stopped asking God why and how could he do this to us. Im putting my faith and my trust back in and I know he has good things in store for us. I'm tired of living my life this way I want to have a great outlook on life and I want my son to see the good in life, not the bad or negative so we are going to do alittle church hoping and see what we like if anyone from Memphis has a church out there that they like please email me and let me know. Were going to start Sunday. Its going to be kinda hard breaking my old habits but hey its going to take time and I know he doesn't mind. It's time to move on and it's time to start living for today and most of all it's time to Heal my Broken Heart.....

The Tale of Two Teeth

We finally got a picture of Hudson's two teeth. They are so cute who would of thought babies teeth were so cute?

July 20, 2010

July 20,2010 this was supposed to be my Due Date of where my baby girls would have been born, they were supposed to be born, not in March when they came. I dont even know what to say I'm deeply saddened today and i just want to curl up and cry, Yes granted they would have  come much earlier than today but today is still the Due Date. Instead of me being in the hospital having my most precious and amazing little girls I will be at the cemetery putting new flowers and Angels on there grave.  This was not how I wanted this day to be and I wasn't wanting to visit the girls this way, I want them in my arms. I will just snuggle up to my sweet baby Hudson. It was crazy when the girls were born and how much they resembled him.

I Miss You Baby Girls More Than You Will Ever Know, But I Know Yall Are Watching Over Us. I Love You and Miss You So Much. Love Mommy........

One thing I'm addicted to

ETSY that's it and I think everyone will agree with me. I just ordered Hudson his 1st Birthday Bib and a cute outfit for him to eat cake in... Yes my child is a tiny bit spoiled he will have to outfit changes during his party. One to start the party in and then one to eat cake in HeHe. I hope y'all have a great weekend and I'm now blogging from my I phone.

OMG Hudson Is 11 Months only One More Month To Go

So yes my sweet little baby boy is 11 Months I cant believe how much his personality has changed in the past few weeks. He is getting so big so fast its kinda sad. Anyways here is what Hudson is up to at 11 months.

~One Im not proud of He can throw a fit like its nobodies business
(Anywhere)

~He can stand by himself for a pretty good amount of time

~Done with most of the baby food (the last bit is about to run out) other than that he eats with us big pep food

~He has two bottom teeth so cute I love when he smile at me and you can see them

~Takes 2 naps during the day

~Loves eating and throwing a fit when the food runs out

~Barley in size 3 diapers

~Wears 12 months in clothes

~Can say Ba Ba, Mama, Dada, Dog, Belle, Yeah and a few more babbles

~Takes 3 bottles morning,mid day, bedtime

~Does not like to be held allot Mr Independent

Laughs all the time, crawls, loves everything but his toys (cords,coasters,pots,pans,etc)
Im probly leaving a lot out Im trying to multi task ha

We are in full blown party planning mode, Got invitations, ordering decorations from etsy, ordering the cake and more more more this weekend. Ive got my list and Im checking it off.

Have a great weekend