~Changes~

The past few weeks I've been thinking that I want to change the way I live my life. I don't like the person I have become. Im very Bitter and have that Just Don't Care Attitude. I have a very negative outcome on everything including people and in life general. It had gotten even worse after the girls had passed away. I blamed God, I didn't understand why And I just gave up. I am now seeing a different light. I stopped asking God why and how could he do this to us. Im putting my faith and my trust back in and I know he has good things in store for us. I'm tired of living my life this way I want to have a great outlook on life and I want my son to see the good in life, not the bad or negative so we are going to do alittle church hoping and see what we like if anyone from Memphis has a church out there that they like please email me and let me know. Were going to start Sunday. Its going to be kinda hard breaking my old habits but hey its going to take time and I know he doesn't mind. It's time to move on and it's time to start living for today and most of all it's time to Heal my Broken Heart.....