Where do I begin

This is the how it all started. We decided to try for a baby back in June 08. Got off BC in June we tried for 4 months in October I took the pregnancy test and found out i was pregnant we were so excited we couldn't wait for the first trimester to roll around so we told are parents I was 6 weeks and days pregnant. We told everyone that Friday and I had a miscarriage that following Monday. I was devastated to have something growing inside of you and all of a sudden it was taken away from you. After going to the quack of a doctor I had telling me to wait until 6 months to try again are you freaking kidding me. You cant give me something and take it away so I took matters into my own hands did I listen nope. I waited a week to get things clear and back to normal then we tried again. Well 2 weeks later I was pregnant again I felt so blessed but scared out of my mind would this one stick. I had a wonderful pregnancy and 9 months later and 23 hours of labor yes I know (worth every minute) our wonderful baby boy was born on August 14 2009. Hudson Kael Morrison. We have been so blessed. Boy Oh Boy did we get the shock of our lives 8 weeks later. I was breast feeding and on birth control my milk was drying up and I didn't no why. I was working out walking 6 to 7 miles a day for about a month wondering why everything else was going away but the belly. I'm sure you all can figure out why......you guessed it I took a test and what do you know BIG FAT POSITIVE oh yeah well after me and Zach were dealing with being pregnant again so soon 3 weeks later I decided to go to the baby doctor when we walked in they all had a big shocked look on there face oh yeah it is me coming back once again for another pregnancy. But this go around was different it didn't fill like the first one I was more tired hungry all the time and I mean all the time plus the weight was coming on twice as fast. Z said I wasn't going to say anything but you have been eating me out of a house and home. I know I know we have a very honest relationship you were never like this when you were pregnant with Hudson Thanks I have noticed that back to the baby doctor since I never got aunt flow I didn't know when we conceived so they did an ultrasound. I knew something was different when the techs eyes got real big. she looks at us and said Kristin your having twins wait what rewind R U FREAKING KIDDING ME I have a 4 month old at home yes yes a 4month old I no. We were just getting used to being pregnant again now were having twins. Needless to say I'm so excited to be having twins I realize how blessed we have been and that God never gives you more than you can handle boy O boy do we have along road ahead of us. The ultra sound showed they were doing great with strong heart beats at 158 and 164. I'm going back Jan 13 and cant wait to see how there doing. Its going to be a crazy journey the next 7 months I'm so excited......