Micrale Monday

I'm writing this from my iPhone sorry for the quality.

This picture was taken when I was 8 weeks pregnant. We weren't planning on getting pregnant so soon we were going to try after the first of the year but God had other plans for us I'm due around the end of May I'm currently 15 weeks pregnant and everything looks good we will find out what were having on the 30 th of December. We are not posting it on facebook yet. Im very nervous and have many emotions but I trust God and its in his hands. I hope yall have a great Monday I will post the pregnancy survey Friday.

Issues

I just don't know where to start. Lets start of with how I CANT GET MOTIVATED to do anything. Blog,decorate,cook, anything I don't know if its the holidays or me missing my girls I got out the Christmas Ornaments  today and as I was going threw them and came across the few I bought the girls win I found out I was pregnant with them I got a few with the Two Peas in A Pod and I was going to put there names on them this year its just hard. Also I'm kinda upset that I really cant blog about something I really want to blog about just because I don't want some of our family to hear it threw the great vine an them be pissed of at Zach and I for not saying something to them but isn't this what this blog is about to write about stuff that's going on in your life I guess that's one of the biggest problems I just want stuff to stay in blog land and not get told to other family members Its just risky with everything we have been threw. On another note I think Zach and I are going to get a real tree tonight I have Hudson a really cute outfit just to go pick out a tree hahah. In Memphis they have always put on a light show I guess you can call it that Its called Starry Nights its a ride threw park that decorates with lights I didn't know how Hudson would react to it but we were willing to take a chance. He.Loved.It smiling,pointing,laughing,dancing and at the end he clapped it was priceless just to see his face light up. Also someone in this household broke my computer outlets to wear I cant plug anything up no camera or anything I guess I'm hoping I get a new computer for Christmas from Santa we will see. I will leave y'all with the newest ornaments that I bought a few months back to add to the tree this year I love it because it had two little girls together perfect for Mallory and Mary. I hope y'all had a great Thanksgiving sorry I just skipped the Thanksgiving post Hopefully I can get on the Ball soon. P.S Its not that I don't trust anyone that reads my blog I just cant take the risk of it getting back to our family... from word of mouth

Hudson's 15 Month Stats

I cant  believe that Hudson is 15 Months my o my where has the time gone. I can't wait to tell yall my Big Secret after Thanksgiving. Now on to my Hudson.

Hudson Kale
you are a mess enough said you have just really grown into your best personality I have ever seen.
You love to laugh,play,run and laugh some more.
You are in size 4 diapers still
Wear 18/24 months still some 12 months too
Talk up a storm when the paci is not in your mouth
You Weight 25 lbs
Your 32in tall
You got 4 shots today including your Flu shot
You still take two 2 sometimes 3 hour naps which makes for a happy mommy
You will eat about anything we give
Im sure there is much more but I cant think right now ;)
You are growing up so fast please slow down and your are such a joy. Your Mommy and Daddy love you so much.

Big Changes in Our Life

It all started out yesterday I was at my Banking Job and right now I'm working just Tuesday,Thursdays, and Saturdays which kinda gets old. My boss sits me down and says Kristin we need you to work around you schedule and we need you to come in Black Friday let me just tell you UM NO I have plans of getting up so early and going shopping with Sam but they don't know that or have to know that it wasn't in the plan So I told her that I had no one to watch Hudson she said well your going to have to find someone to or else. HAHAHA let me just tell you I called Zach to let him know what they had said (I haven't been happy there ever since they wrote me up for the Girls passing away) So next Tuesday I am putting in my notice So I will pretty much be a SAHM again yes Ill still be working with my bestest friend Sam every other day but her family is like my family and I can bring Hudson with me along with any other FUTURE ;) baby I might have :). I'm really excited about my choice  why stay at a job I don't enjoy going to. They have really treated me bad as well. So by the time I put in my notice Tuesday I will be off right before Thanksgiving. Oh what Joy I'm going to have Ive been so tired and worn out lately I just cant do it any more so That's My Story And I'm Sticking To It. Very Very Excited and the weather here is a great rainy Fall Day. So off the subject I just ordered a new pair of these shoes to reward my self of leaving my job hahaha. Picture is a little blurry My MIL just got these Uggs the Bailey Triple Button in Black Ive always had Uggs in brown and always wanted black so I just ordered these yesterday and cant wait to get them... I hope y'all have a great day.



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Jealously

First off this is going to be a very strong post. Im upset when I shouldn't be, Im jealous and I definitely shouldn't be and I just fill like its wrong that I have these fillings. Here it is from the beginning. My childhood/high-school best friend just found out she was pregnant hold that thought FLASHBACK (when we were younger we would always talk about how neat it would be to have twins I mean like 6 or 7 years old who would of ever thought it would actually happen)OK now back to the PRESENT she sends out a thing on facebook saying she is pregnant I was really excited for her not upset excited. A few weeks later she sends me a picture of her U/S I said it looks like two babies! are there two babies in there she said yes its twins My Heart Sank I was really happy for her but kinda upset to. I mean is this wrong. Its just really hard seeing her post stuff on FB about how blessed she is and God must think there great parents for blessing them with two babies I dont know what to do Im truly happy for her but Im just hurt I thought I was getting better but I guess I just buried the grief down so much that it is resurfacing again. Im just broken up about it. It almost makes me think that I wasn't good enough or my body wasn't good enough to carry my girls or I wasn't blessed enough. I just dont understand how these things work out I just keep telling my self God is in control. Im very blessed for my family. Just a little Broken...In my Heart...

Wow its been a while

Im so sorry yall its been crazy crazy crazy Ive been a very bad blogger. I will be back tonight with pictures and talking about our trips Hudson's first haircut ;( and trunk or treating and pumpkin carving with the family so ill be back on her with pictures tonight when I get home. Sorry

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   I think this is the funniest look he is giving me.

Hudson


I have been a pretty bad blogger lately lets just say we have had allot of things come up/ change in our life(more on that in a later blog). It has been crazy. Work has been terrible at the bank but hopefully its getting alittle better.
Lets see what else has been going on thats good to blog about huh yall should like this on its my Pottery Barn Story.... here it goes, I ordered Hudson the Bat Costume a few weeks ago and I had never got it so I called this last week to check on it. The girl on the customer service end goes well I don't show you have an order placed and I told her I suggest you check again because they charged me for it. She goes well Im sorry it wasn't in the warehouse so they are crediting your account back. Im sorry there what.... that was the point where I just let her have it. Long story short she talked to her manger about at least letting me know that it was out of stock instead of just crediting you back not knowing anything was wrong with your order and gave me a $20 credit on top of my refund. Im fine with that. Last Friday we were going to eat dinner and I got an email from the customer service saying my item has shipped are you freaking kidding me they just took the money back out of my account I called them and it was just a repeat of what I said before. Yesterday I get this email from them saying they have credited my money back and to just keep the costume if I still wanted it for all the trouble I was put threw. Sounds good to me now Pottery Barn is my friend again and I will be getting our family stockings from them now with my nice little credit...So Nice.
My point to PB was at least let your costumers know when there order is not being  placed because of warehouse problems.
I hope yall have a great week...