Thursday, May 5, 2011

I didn't know it would be this hard

My good friend who was pregnant with twin baby girls had them this morning. I didn't know seeing them together would make me so sad. It just hit me so hard and sometimes just isn't fair. It makes me wonder about our sweet angels. I just thought I was over it and a lot stronger but I'm not. I'm at a loss for words and don't know what to do.

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  1. You just have to take one day at a time and pray for strength. These are some raw emotions that you're dealing with and will be for a while. This is a normal reaction. Just keep giving yourself time and go day by day. It will never be better but it will get easier.

  2. I have never lost a baby, but I don't think you will ever be "over it." You will ache for your girls until the day you are re-united in heaven. Just keep leaning on the one who can give you the strength peace and comfort to get through these/those unbearable moments. Hugs.

  3. I agree with Michele. You will always be their mama and they will always be your baby girls. You just have to lean into God and your friends and family.

    ps. Hope you are feeling well pregnancy wise! Holden will be here SOON!